July 10, 2005

A$$hole

Do you ever feel like a complete asshole?
You're thinking, saying, doing things that make you cry.
You hide behind the false smile and the too sincere laugh.
But your eyes, if anyone bothered to look betray your feelings.
It's all there, the self-hate, the self-deprecation,
All the horrible thoughts that keep you up at night are visible in your eyes.
But no one looks, so you don't tell them you feel like a complete asshole.

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