i love him

I need to get something off my chest...I'm not really sure I want it on my front page so...here I am.

The human heart is capable of many things. Love being the most incredible of them. It can change a person. It can make a person crazy. It can make you vulnerable. It can allow you to love in ways you never imagined possible.

I have loved...puppy love, first love, shallow love, crushes, unconditionally, conditionally...I do love.

I love more than I should. My heart is open and fragile. I love a man. With all that I am I love him. If I were to lose that love, his love, I'm not sure I'd be able to love anyone. It is all consuming this love.

My love is a part of me. I feel him. My heart tells me it is an ancient love...our souls are old friends...old lovers. Possible? Possible.

I am not in love...I do love, actively, wholly, without hesitation. Love.